all about friendship

i love my bestfriends and initially i dont want it will be break. but right now, i think its over. i cant keep her anymore ! not because I was affected them, but i aware her behavior that make me keep at the distance from her.
my friends conscious first that she is different with us and there is no hope for together. but i was defended her altough they dont like what she was did to me, her and them. i try to get the hang about her, make my friends assimilate and its hard to do. i surrender to maintain her, i think enough to improve her image at their eyes. because at last i know her attitude is freak, cute ass, realize she is unfaithful friend, like seeking attention, often make senses, like to take advantage of other people and the most important is can not shut her mouth, can not keep a secret, women secret, our secret.
why I am angry she can not keep a secret? because not everything can be published, i really believe that everyone needs privacy. you can tell them something that is worth telling, but when its inappropriate to telling, why must you tell to them, haaaah ? can you keep your fucking mouth ?
and now i am tired to make friends with you. enough for me to understand of you. i just quite know. maybe i cant show what i feel to you, but you must know i hate your behaviour, FAKE !